It's 6 am on Thursday 23rd. Lately I can't sleep well and anxiety attacks me. I have known such a feeling when I was in college and was glad I had to go to Slovakia home to see my parents. I'm really thinking whether I should go again.

Last time I was in the walk-in clinic and while waiting I notice the scale on the floor. So I thought it would be nice to know how much I weigh. I was very shocked to realize that I am 55 kg/121 pounds. I remember when I initially came to Canada in 2001 I was well on 62 kg and looked healthier


Well, I must say this is also due to my emotional stress and eating habits. Today, I have to go to do my X-ray for my chest as another pain is resurfacing. For this occasion I will take my day off as I feel very weak from iron deficiency ( I am low as 13. Normal is between 15-45)

What else to say ....... I just hope I will be able to find a new place soon that will make me feel better and happier or I will fly home first before I do that. Wish me luck!

After a very long weekend (for some really long who works for the Government) and Easter time spent with some interesting new people, I decided to write a little thought of today as it came into my mind.

Let me start with my favorite line: To be successful, your life must change.

What is success really? Success is not definite goal, but result of continuous steps, which our creative thinking make to happen. Success comes based on how we make our thoughts into action. It is important to only focus on one goal at the certain period of time which just needs a good time plan.

Yes, I am planning to have the nicest birthday present for myself and that is being debt free!!! Then I will try to save enough money to enroll myself into school again :)

It's simple plan, but I know it will be challenging......



To be continued.....

Christmas is here tomorrow and I have to say that this is the only day I am not really looking forward to. Why? For many reasons .... I will only mention one and that is that my family is not with me and I always feel somehow alone on this particular day. On the other hand, I know all my family is happy where they are and so am I. Except we are not together physically - no hugs :(

However, on more positive note I am having a few days off from work which will allow me to spend time on my own and cook for myself all these delicious recipes and drinking some wine ... Also on the 25th I am hoping to kick my butt out to an extreme snowy conditions :) Where ? Hopefully I will get a chance to do snowshoeing over these days with my friends or iceskating.....woooohooooo! I've waited for winter like this for a long time here in Vancouver. Finally, it arrived!!!

Merry Winter time

Kat

Here I am again! Today was quite fun at work...What can I say. All it really takes to be happy for me is to be surrounded with the right people who have a good sense of humor, as well as the willingness to communicate and share everyday life experiences.

I just wish it was like that at my home where I'm still living. As hard as I have tried, sometimes people don't change so in this case I must do decision. The problem here is poor communication. It always takes two people to make a conversation and if that fails no matter what I do, it's the highest time to move on! I really get crazy these days and wish my dream to change location comes true soon next year! I really would love to get divorced from this unconfortable situation......

Oh well, by now I'm VERY determined to change location otherwise see me at some Psychiatric Hospital Site, hehe. It went to such extreme that I started throwing potatoes out of rage that's because I won't tolerate someone not noticing me when I am in front of someone's face and the person never says a word to me, not even f.....g Hi.......call it early development of DEMENTIA (won't mention the exact name of the "special" someone here just in case)

OMG! Please, I hope my life will change to even better next year. My dram is a new appartment.....just for myself. That would be another of my accomplishments


Nighty night!

Yeah, it's been a long time since my last post. That's because I was going through some tough times emotionally as well as physically upon my arrival to Vancouver in August.

After my 2-month vacation in Slovakia, I decided to make a drastic life transition.
I had to give up what I had studied at college (Travel & Tourism Field) and have entered the world of administration. Life is sometimes unpredictable and you have to take chances in order to survive on your own which was my case. I had to act quickly and adjust to ever changing world of business. Here I am in field of Psychology Administration! Who would thought I would end up this way! Actually, I am just glad it's not Psychiatry, hehehe.

What is more important is that this job will allow me to work on some other interests of mine after work. Everything happens for some reason, but my reasons are still unfolding and don't know where they will lead me eventually......

And what is another great news? Yesterday, I received Canadian Citizenship !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now, I am a dual citizen, whooooo hoooooo !!!!!!!

Cheers everyone ....... and I'm gone to drink for my success :)))))