One of these days I am not handling things well as I would like to and I feel quite run down - loosing energy to fight. As you know, it's all about the psychological process and making the right decisions in the most crucial time you have at any given moment.In my case it's saying NO to friends in order to be able to survive financially these last months before I go home to get a sense of,for me,normal life....I am still fighting to complete my studies and final projects and as a matter of fact, my computer gives up on me!!!!As if it wasn't enough that I have to carry!!!
Now, I lost many days just having my PC "fixed"(I need to buy a new one, in spite of the fact that I can't afford it)and I can feel all that pressure building up.. I have even tried the local library and because their system couldn't save any info on the USB drive I went home thinking what other options I have in order to complete the school projects without me going long distances and spending too much money outside......Later on, I found out that the library had all devices blocked in their system and let them know as they themselves couldn't figure it out why it wasn't working....and I thought they are smart people working there(hahaha sarcastically)!

Back to the beginning, it can get very frustrating in moments, but I am trying to stay focused(haha,sometimes I loose it,too like recently and then I don't talk)and remind myself that my problem is NO PROBLEM....it's just how I perceive it to be and that can be very dangerous because this weekend I had almost major nervous breakdown. This is also because I am trying to handle things by myself and I know without any help it's H A R D.

My reminder for today is: ASK FOR HELP IF YOU NEED IT ,BUT ALSO KNOW HOW YOU ASK!

Kat